I Cannot Decide

“Countless words
count less
than the silent balance
between yin and yang” Laozi

It’s not a matter of decision

If I am Yin or Yang

She or he.

I cannot decide.

In my Yin there is a bit of Yang

And in my Yang there is a lot of Yin

Which one do I honor?

Which one do I make seen?

I cannot decide.

Before the time began

There was an empty circle,

That circle still exists

Without duality and distinction.

Just healing,

Perpetual healing.

I cannot decide

If I am a he or she

Nor they for that matter.

It is not clear

May healing begin

Just waniting to feel better.